I fear…that I cannot help but think sarcastic thoughts. I struggle to bite my tongue most moments of the day.
I wonder what has happened to me. I wonder why all leads to sarcastic humorous one liners in my head.
Where has all my seriousness gone? Where is all the professionalism I once had? The tact? The balance between right and wrong and knowing what to say all the time? The strength to not incriminate myself?
If I speak those silly evil thoughts which I think……all is lost.
However, they keep me entertained. They also keep me questioning all the things I thought I believed in. I’ve become cynical.
I quite enjoy it…although I torture myself about it.