I feel disgusted. I feel like I thought I knew someone and now, it’s all different. I also feel a little manipulated. Not by this person, but in general. Like the wool got pulled over my eyes, a wolf in sheep’s clothing. And I should’ve known better.
I’m disappointed. I’m disappointed in a person, but also in myself for not knowing better. Trust is so hard to share…and I did. And now, it’s lost. I just feel a little betrayed and blindsided…and disgusted. Sick to my stomach, actually.
And then…the game must get played, which I am so over. The game of, we must still be nice and cordial to each other, when we both know…we both know that we both know. It’s sad, really. A person I really admired and respected. Playing dirty.
You all know how it goes. It shouldn’t have to, but it does. Disappointed. Sorry, sorry day.