I’ve been taking myself and many things far too serious lately. I need to go with the flow. I need to laugh it off….and I can’t. Maybe I don’t want to. Maybe I want to be crabby. Maybe I’m ready for a change. Maybe blah blah blah blah!
Everything has kind of rolled into a huge ball and it’s coming towards me…and I’m going to get smashed by it. Smooshed by the ball of shit. The sick and twisted thing is I know exactly what I need to do to make myself feel better….and I know exactly what needs to change. Will I and will it? I can’t say for sure.
All I really know is that this brain of mine is shutting down. Going into sleep mode. Later! C-ya! Ready for hibernation mode.
I’ll come out when the grass is green, the birds are chirping, the sun is out more than 3 hours a day, and everything has gone back to ‘normal.’ I’ll come out then. Till then…I might be overly mopey and depressing. Sorry.
It’s not you, it’s me!