why so serious

I’ve been taking myself and many things far too serious lately.  I need to go with the flow.  I need to laugh it off….and I can’t.  Maybe I don’t want to.  Maybe I want to be crabby.  Maybe I’m ready for a change.  Maybe blah blah blah blah!


Everything has kind of rolled into a huge ball and it’s coming towards me…and I’m going to get smashed by it.  Smooshed by the ball of shit.  The sick and twisted thing is I know exactly what I need to do to make myself feel better….and I know exactly what needs to change.  Will I and will it?  I can’t say for sure.

All I really know is that this brain of mine is shutting down.  Going into sleep mode.  Later!  C-ya!  Ready for hibernation mode.

I’ll come out when the grass is green, the birds are chirping, the sun is out more than 3 hours a day, and everything has gone back to ‘normal.’  I’ll come out then.  Till then…I might be overly mopey and depressing.  Sorry.

It’s not you, it’s me!


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